Beginning

We've only just begun. It's what I keep telling her. It's what I've been saying to her as we begin this, dare I say, relationship. The look in her eyes is matched, only, by my own. I keep thinking. That's the problem, really, is that my brain is on overdrive with all the new experiences in my life hitting me all at once. I am cheesy. She loves it. I am a geek. She loves it. I am writing about her here, now, not because it's safe, but because I want to express it. I want to say I'm Happy! for once in my life and not have to explain the boundaries of the statement. To just sit in the garden of that emotion and let the warmth of the sun blast against my face. Just happy. Just beginning.