Spin

The road I've walked is unique. The time i've spent in love and hate has been my traveling companion. It comforts me, excite me, destroy me. It is my dearest companion. Still, sometimes it fails to enlighten, or even to sadden. In those times, love and hate will leave the world to work it's mysticism. Will leave Destiny to show me the way or set up the road block. Those are the times I'm most uncomfortable. When I have no control over life, pulling me in the direction I have no choice but to go.

It's that way, too, when I meet new people. Possibilities abound in my mind. A universe of notions and questions wells up inside me, begging to be freed. To be given permission to speak. I am prone to caution in those moments when perfection overwhelms. From the first lock of an eye, or a shared smile, and new universes spin into existence, just as other ones die in quiet endings.

This charmed existence I lead is one i will never regret, even when the pain is overwhelming. The road I've walked is a beautiful stretch of wishes and dreams both granted and denied. The road I've walked is filled with the beauty of amazing people. Those people that made me whole and broke me in half and changed my life in the smallest and largest ways.

Sometimes I can almost hear the Moirai chatter in the distance, like gentle rolling summer thunder. Always spinning, measuring, cutting...