Trying...not to fall, fast and hard. To enjoy this experience, this new thought forming in the center of my mind. I'm trying to live, appreciating this situation and not overthinking, overfeeling. My track record for pushing the limit is notorious. I skydive into my feelings, pulling the parachute rip-cord at the last possible moment every time.
This time, though, I'm cautious. I'm callous, maybe, from the experiences of my life recently. I don't want to watch things go awry, out of my control because of things I could have prevented. Spiraling out of control is not an option. This is worth the glide.
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