Monday, December 06, 2004

Holidaze

I have a feeling the next few weeks of my life will be (as previously mentioned) a blur and then some. Looking at my schedule i cringe. Looking at the weather outside i want to cry. I'm just not ready for any of this.

This was slowly leaning toward mushy and eccentric tonight. I've pulled it away, deleting a paragraph of sap and crap...

Today should have been busy. I can honestly THANK the snow for something though. It scares the crap out of New Englanders. So i watched a movie and ate chinese food with Libra. I need whole days to spend with her sometimes (though i don't know if she'd appreciate that) just so we can finish all the bloody conversations we start. It's a frustrating, yet good, feeling to not be able to squeeze it all in.

Tonight, the fiance and I went grocery shopping. What fun that is. I feel so damn domestic when i come home from the grocery store. Pushing that cart with the one wheel that sticks a bit, deciding which meat and cereal to get and what's on sale this week. It's sickening to a large part of me, but it's comforting sometimes as well. Tonight brought about all the sickening parts. I did make it out with some chocolate cracker things, so color me excited.

Tomorrow is sure to be hellish. The day after continues the saga. If i could see a breather in sight i'd feel better. All i see in sight are bills and holidays. And here i'll be, in a daze, groaning at the alarm clock and cursing my bank account.

Things i learned today:
- I truly hate snow. I have too many reasons to list here, and it might make the faint of heart cry.
- Only Keanu Reeves could get upstaged by a poor makeup job.
- I love fortune cookies.
- Just when i think i know how cruel the universe really is, it adds something else to the list.
- word Cotton.

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