In my current state, or should i say "mood", some people would advise me not to write in my blog. I didn't listen. So many random thoughts are chasing me in circles around my mind, I have to get some of them out of here.
What day is it? They seem to blur. Like looking out the window of a car at the curb. The line is there, steady and unbroken as you travel, but it's details are missing. That has been the past few days. Hell, that's been the past few years. Every once in a while things slow down, but those moments seem few and far between lately.
Emotions run wild. Though it's strange, I was writing songs like it was my job for a few weeks. Now they seem to have all slipped away for the time being. I'm not even sure why. I could formulate some theories, but I'm almost scared to. I think not feeling too good right now has put me into quite a funk.
I finally finished the first of the three books Libra suggested I read. I was up quite late last night finishing it and then, of course, i had to call her to talk about it. I couldn't get out much beyond "Oh my God!" for the first couple minutes of our conversation. I was so dumbstruck by the whole thing. I am looking forward to more, though I wish I could read at light speed so I know what happens now!! I would thank her for sharing such an amazing story with me but curse her for sharing the obsession. I suppose, with some things you get both, even if you don't want them.
Things i learned today (this week):
- The look is always the same on everyone.
- There is nothing like a good christmas heater...i mean carol to lift my spirits.
- Sometimes, I'm not so sure of being so sure of anything.
- The all night phone call. It brings back memories. It makes new ones too.
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